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  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either products of the author’s imagination or, if real, are used fictitiously.

  Copyright © 2009 by Don Calame

  Cover photographs copyright © 2010 by iStockphoto

  All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced, transmitted, or stored in an information retrieval system in any form or by any means, graphic, electronic, or mechanical, including photocopying, taping, and recording, without prior written permission from the publisher.

  First electronic edition 2010

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  ISBN 978-0-7636-4157-3 (hardcover)

  ISBN 978-0-7636-4776-6 (paperback)

  ISBN 978-0-7636-5176-3 (electronic)

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  “MOVIES DON’T COUNT,” Cooper says. “The Internet doesn’t count. Magazines don’t count. A real, live naked girl. That’s the deal. That’s our goal for this summer.”

  “Been there, done that,” Sean says.

  “Taking baths with your sister doesn’t count, either, Sean.” Cooper snorts.

  “Screw you, meat stain. I haven’t done that since I was, like, two, okay? And that’s not what I was talking about,” Sean says.

  We’re walking up to the pool. Cooper, Sean, and me. Bare feet tucked into untied sneakers, ragged towels draped around our necks. It’s our first day of swim practice, which means that summer’s really started. We’ve been friends since kindergarten. We’ve been on swim team since third grade. The Rockville Swimming Association. Six years as Lower Rockville Razorbacks.

  “He’s talking about Tina Everstone’s left boob,” I say as we turn onto Maple Drive and walk along the curb.

  “Oh, please. Not that again.” Cooper rolls his eyes.

  “It’s true. I saw the whole thing when she was taking off her sweatshirt during gym. Her T-shirt came up just enough —”

  “And she wasn’t wearing a bra and her left one popped out and you saw the entire thing, nipple and all, and even if I didn’t think you were lying to us, it still wouldn’t count,” Cooper says. “I’m talking totally naked. Not a quick flash, okay?”

  “Whatever.” Sean shrugs and looks off at the rundown ranch houses like he doesn’t care what we think.

  “How are we supposed to see a live naked girl?” I say. “Maybe we better set a more realistic goal for the summer. Like finding Atlantis.”

  “Matt, Matt, Matt.” Cooper puts his arm around me like he’s my wise uncle. “That kind of attitude will get you nowhere in life. Don’t you get it? You have to follow the natural way of things. It’s like that picture in our bio textbook. First there’s the monkey. Then there’s the caveman. Then there’s the human. It’s the same with sex. First there’s Internet porn, then there’s seeing your first real naked girl, and finally it’s the dirty deed. You do want to have sex someday, don’t you, Matt?”

  Every summer there is a goal. It’s tradition. I don’t remember when it started or why. But as long as I can remember, we’ve always come up with something we had to accomplish before the start of the new school year. When we were ten, it was riding our bikes fifteen miles away to Perry Lake and skinny-dipping. When we were twelve, it was going to the Fern Creek Golf Course every day until we collected a thousand golf balls. Over the past few years, the goals have become more centered around girls and sex. Two years ago, each of us had to get our hands on a Playboy and show it to the others. Last year the ante was upped to finding an illegal password for a porn site. And now, Cooper’s challenge for this summer. Which I can’t see ever happening.

  Maybe if we were even a little bit cool, or had any chance of getting girlfriends. But that’s just not the case. By the time you’re fifteen, you’ve either had a girlfriend — maybe even had sex — or, like Coop, Sean, and me, you haven’t even mustered the courage to ask a girl out. There’s also a third group, I guess. Guys who say they’ve had girlfriends but who nobody really believes. Which just means they’re liars who fit into the second category.

  We make it to Rockville Avenue Pool just in time to hear Ms. Luntz, our swim coach, calling the team over for a meeting. Ms. Luntz is a gourd-shaped woman who wears her blue-and-white Speedo stretched to capacity underneath denim short-pants overalls. Her legs are thick and pockmarked, and purple worm veins bubble up beneath the see-through skin on her thighs. She doesn’t make things much better for herself with her Campbell’s Soup Kid haircut and gigantic pink-tinted glasses. You could almost feel sorry for her, if she wasn’t so nasty to everyone.

  “Hurry up, people,” Ms. Luntz squawks. “Let’s go, let’s go. Before winter comes. We’ve got important business to discuss.”

  Cooper, Sean, and me make our way around “the toilet”— a shallow, oval kiddie pool that’s always suspiciously body-temperature warm. My mom says it’s warm because there’s less water in there and the sun can heat it up faster, but nobody’s buying that. Last year, Cooper bet Sean ten bucks he wouldn’t bob for a Life Saver over the painted picture of Elmo, which is where most of the little kids hang out, and Sean did it without blinking an eye. It was pretty sick. Sean kept saying how they put chemicals in the pool for a reason, but there’s no way I could have done that. I feel my stomach lurch now just thinking about it.

  We walk along the edge of the adult pool toward the deep end where the diving boards are. I breathe in the sharp chlorine smell and watch the swimmers stringing the swim lane dividers, and it’s like “Yeah, I know this” mixed with “Oh, God, not this again.”

  We hang back at the edge of the crowd that forms around Ms. Luntz. It’s all the same people from last year. A sea of blue and white Lycra. Guys and girls from seven to seventeen. All of them serious about swim team.

  It’s different for Coop, Sean, and me. We do swim team because we’ve always done swim team. Between the three of us, I bet that we have the largest collection of green fifth-place ribbons in the entire league. It’s not like we try to lose. It’s just that we happen to be the three least athletic kids on the team. Maybe even in all of Rockville.

  “Okay, so, welcome back and all that crap,” Ms. Luntz says, tapping her pen on her clipboard. “It’s another summer, which means another chance to make a run for gold. Our first meet is in three weeks. I want us to set the bar high right away. I want us to take first in this year’s relay challenge.”

  Coop leans over to me and whispers, “Yeah, and I want to take a whipped-cream bath with Miss October. Which will happen way sooner than us placing first.”

  “I thought you had the hots for Webcam Pam.”

  “You’ve got me confused with Sean,” Coop says. “He likes the chunky girls.”

  “Hey, she’s not fat,” Sean says. “That’s the wide-angle lens on the webcam.”

  “Right.” Coop smirks. “Besides, I’ve got enough plump stuff for me and Miss October both.” Coop puffs out his soft belly, making it large and round. He puts his two hands on either side and jiggles it. “Ho, ho, ho,” he says.

  “That’s sick, dude.” I look away, back toward Ms. Luntz.

  “We’ve got most of our team back this year,” Ms. Luntz says. “Just one addition, which we are very excited about. Kelly West from the Dowling Dolphins will be joining us this summer.”

  I look over and see a girl standing in between Reena Higgins and Gordon Burrows. I don’t know how I missed her before. She rolls a Tootsie Pop around in her mouth and waves at everyone. She is beyond hot. Short brown hair, bright green eyes, small round breasts. I feel my tongue and throat go dry.<
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  “Kelly’s family just moved to Lower Rockville last month,” Ms. Luntz says. “She’s a gold-medal-winning backstroker, so we are very lucky to have her swimming for us.”

  “That’s not the only reason we’re lucky to have her.” Sean stifles a laugh.

  I can’t wrap my mind around this. I remember Kelly West from last summer’s swim meets. She’s a skinny girl with freckles and greasy hair and braces, not this hottie who’s standing by Reena and Gordon.

  “From Slim Jim to goddess in under a year,” Coop says. “That’s why you shouldn’t slag the ugly ones. You never know when one of them will spring from her cocoon looking like a supermodel.”

  I haven’t blinked since I spotted her. My head feels funny. My chest feels heavy. It’s hard to breathe.

  All of a sudden, everything’s changed.

  “EARTH TO MATT. HELLO? Is anyone home?” Cooper snaps his wet fingers in front of my face.

  “What?” I say, yanked back to reality.

  We’re resting after our third set of laps, hanging on the wall in the far swim lane. Coop was saying something to me, but I zoned out. My mind keeps skipping back, playing the same thing over and over again. Kelly, Kelly, Kelly. All week long it’s been the same. I keep trying to find her in the pool. Swimming breaststroke, swimming backstroke, drying off by the fence, shaking the water out of her ears, padding off to the bathroom.

  “I asked you a question,” Coop says.

  “I didn’t hear you.”

  “I know. I asked you three times.”

  “Sorry, I was spacing,” I say.

  “Well, focus, man,” Coop insists. “This is serious stuff. I’m talking about our plans for this summer. You have any ideas who we could get to see naked?”

  “I want to see Kelly. But alone. You guys don’t get to join in.”

  Coop rolls his eyes. “Look,” Coop says. “Whatever you’re thinking about Kelly West, you might as well bring it home to the privacy of your bathroom because you don’t have a chance.”

  “Why not?”

  “Because she’s dating Tony Grillo.”

  “Oh.” I suddenly feel like a five-day-old balloon. “How do you know?”

  “Sean heard from Cathy, who heard from Reena, who knows a guy on the Dolphins.”

  “Huh,” I say. “Well, maybe they broke up when she moved.”

  “You’re hilarious, dude.” Coop pats out a drumbeat on the pool ledge. “If she dates guys like Tony the Gorilla, then she dates jocks, which means she doesn’t date guys like us.”

  Kelly run-walks from the bathroom. She shivers, her lips blue and trembling, her arms and hands tucked up close to her body. She makes her way to the pool and slides back into the water.

  “That’s too bad,” I say.

  “Think of it as a blessing, dawg.” Coop claps me on the shoulder. “Now you don’t have to torture yourself about not having the guts to ask her out.” He laughs. “Hey, Sean and I were talking about seeing a movie later. You in?”

  I shake my head. “I’ve got to go to a funeral for my neighbor Mr. Hoogenboom.”

  “Bummer,” Coop says. “Have you ever been to a funeral before?”

  “No.”

  “Is it open casket?”

  “I don’t know. Why?”

  “If it is, you should try to touch his face.”

  “Ew, dude, that’s disgusting.”

  “It’s not like it’s actually him. It’s just his dead body.”

  “Exactly.”

  “Just pretend that you miss him and you’re saying good-bye. I’m telling you, dude, it’s freaky. It’s like waxy or something.”

  “I’m not touching him,” I say. “What’s wrong with you?”

  “I’m a curious person.”

  “You’re a disturbed person.”

  “Suit yourself,” Coop says, shrugging. “But you’re going to want to feel his skin when you see him. Don’t ask me why. But you will. Trust me.” With that, Coop turns and starts his next set of laps.

  I don’t move yet. I try to get Coop’s gross idea out of my head.

  I look across the pool and watch Kelly doing a perfect backstroke. Slicing through the water. Arms windmilling, breasts in the air, long legs kicking.

  Man, oh, man. I take a deep breath and let it out. I push off the wall and do the only thing I can do right now: keep facedown and swim.

  “I BROUGHT KLEENEX,” Mom says. “In case anyone needs them.”

  My older brother, Peter, laughs and punches me in the leg. “Did you hear that, Sir Whacks-a-lot? She’s got tissues for you if you get choked up. Not if you want to choke the chancellor.”

  “Look who’s talking,” I say. “They could decorate a parade float with all the tissues you use.”

  We’re on our way to Mr. Hoogenboom’s funeral. Mr. Hoogenboom lived across the street from us, but I didn’t know him more than being kind of angry all the time. He never said “Hi” or anything like that. He’d just yell at you to keep your street hockey ball off his lawn, and he’d shut off all his lights on Halloween and pretend not to be home. That sort of thing.

  Mom’s at the wheel of our rust-bucket Buick. Grandpa Arlo’s in the passenger seat, and me and Peter are in the back. All of us wearing dark suits that don’t fit us anymore. My sleeves and pants are too short. Peter’s two-sizes-too-small jacket gives him a permanent shrug. Grandpa Arlo looks like a kid playing dress up, and Mom’s buttons are one deep breath from being launched all over the car.

  “I find a spanky hanky works well,” Grandpa Arlo chimes in. “Saves on paper and you can rinse it and hang it out to dry.”

  “Whoa, TMI, Grandpa!” Peter crows.

  “What’s a spanky hanky?” Mom says.

  “Nothing,” I say. “Let’s just drop it.”

  “No, you don’t want to drop it,” Grandpa Arlo says. “Not before you’ve washed it.”

  “Ixnay on the ankyspay ankyhay, Grandpa!”

  Grandpa Arlo throws his hands up. “Ateverwhay ouyay aysay.”

  Mom just shakes her head.

  I turn and stare out the window at the neighborhood passing by. I have to figure out what I should say to Mrs. Hoogenboom. “I’m sorry” sounds weird. It’s not like it was my fault Mr. Hoogenboom died. “I’m sorry for your loss” sounds like I lifted it from a television show. Am I supposed to hug her or shake her hand or what? They should teach you these things in school. Practical things that you can use in your life. Like, how you’re supposed to approach a hot girl. I mean, what are you supposed to say after “Hi”? And how do you hide the fact that you’re not very interesting?

  There I go again. My mind drifting over to Kelly like a misaligned skateboard. Sometimes I feel like I’m not in charge of my own brain.

  “You know who I feel bad for?” Grandpa Arlo says out of the blue. “Edith. Left all alone like that. She’s a very special lady. She deserves happiness.”

  Mom shoots Grandpa a look that could melt plastic army men. “Don’t even, Dad.”

  “Don’t even what?”

  “The woman’s husband just died, for Christ’s sake,” Mom says. “We’re going to pay our respects.”

  “I know.” Grandpa sniffs. “All I’m saying is that Edith is an exceptional lady. And Ray Hoogenboom, however much of a grump, was a very lucky man.”

  “That’s all you’re saying?”

  “You’re very suspicious, Colleen. I don’t know where you get that from. Your mother and I didn’t raise you that way.”

  Mom gestures with her hand. “Okay, fine, whatever.”

  A hot quiet fills the car. Grandpa Arlo adjusts his glasses and strokes his white goatee.

  “Of course, she won’t be on the shelf very long,” Grandpa says. “That’s for sure.”

  “I knew it,” Mom says, slapping the steering wheel. “You’re going to hit on Mrs. Hoogenboom at her husband’s funeral.”

  “That’s preposterous,” Grandpa scoffs.

  “It doesn’t take a genius,�
� Mom says. “Everyone sees how you always flirt with her.”

  Grandpa shrugs. “I’m not going to lie and say I don’t find Edith attractive. And you don’t let a plump peach like that hang on the tree too long or someone else is going to come along and pick it.”

  I lean forward. This is getting good. “Are you going to ask Mrs. Hoogenboom out, like, right there in the funeral home, Grandpa?”

  “Well, since you brought it up.” Grandpa twists and looks over his shoulder. “I’ve been giving this a bit of thought and I decided it might be uncouth to ask her out on an actual date at her husband’s wake.”

  “Might be uncouth?” Mom says.

  Grandpa ignores this and works his tongue like he’s got a tea leaf stuck to the roof of his mouth. He does that when he’s rolling something around in his head. “What I will do, however, is wait until the end of the wake, then walk her to her car and ask if I might take her out for coffee tomorrow. As friends. To get her out of the house. To get her mind off things.”

  “That’s pretty smooth, Grandpa,” Peter says. “A date that’s not a date. It puts her at ease. All the greatest pickup artists say you have to put them at ease before you can pounce.”

  “Pickup artists?” Mom looks in the rearview mirror at her oldest son. “What’s happening to my family?”

  “There it is.” Grandpa points to the Park Hills Westside Funeral Home sign.

  Mom makes the turn into the parking lot but misses the driveway by a few inches and the car thumps over the curb. She pulls into a space between two SUVs and shuts off the engine. Somehow she’s got a cigarette out and she’s lighting it before any of us have even unstrapped.

  “Can we just agree to behave ourselves?” Mom asks, taking a puff.

  She used to smoke Marlboro Lights, but she switched to these organic ones when she started her own NutraWorld Organics home business. She says the cigarettes taste like crap but they’re much healthier for you and since they’re so unpleasant she only has three or four a day. Mom works at the Lower Rockville Community Center most of the time, but she’s been doing her home business now for over a year and she says that she has the potential to become a millionaire in five years. There’s an entire closet in our house filled with organic products. Not just cigarettes, either. Vitamins and soup mixes and pasta sauces and shampoos.